I’ve made mistakes in life, and i think i’ve gotten what i deserved.
Just because you fall off the face of the earth doesn’t mean i’m dead .
I’ve made a life for myself… while i must admit i’ve gotten lucky finding jobs
quickly i still feel a void in my life… I have yet to discover what exactly that void is.
I think it might have to do with a child, having that whole movie scene.. i get paid well..
So why not? I’m young, i’m happy. Why not? Could it be that i’m trying.to hard?
I think i want a child more than he does and its driving me insane. Am i really too young?
Or are these just excusses i put in my head to pretend i wouldnt be happy..
I’m trying “blogging” as an old friend suggested… I keep in too many emotions she said.
I think i do. From getting into arguemnts to actualy physical fights with my signifigant other
i think time and time again if one day it’ll just get worse… or maybe better?
i’m scared to stick around to see the outcome of this. Maybe some people wished bad for me
since in some ways i was mean to people. I tried to live better and well my definition of better
wasn’t quiet what i expected. It consisted of long boreing nights spent wondering and dreaming.